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2005-10-21T05:32:00.000-07:00

ending me part 2

guess what? i did it....somehow i make it through the rain.......
somehow i did....perhaps it wasn't the end of me after all......
after i got my results today....somehow i can still breakthrough....
i am glad...somehow i am....although this time i can't win him....
perhaps i can't win him afterall...but thats alright...maybe he is ...
smarter....than me afterall...hmm...but i try to win him next year..
sigh...its finally over....i am glad...but there's still more to come next
year......i must put my best !

2005-10-20T10:47:00.000-07:00

ending me part 1

october,21,2005.....i am standing alone at the balcony.....looking

at the sombre sky....i can feel the breeze swept across my face...

the night is so silent...so calm....but my heart pounded

against my rib...i am so worried about it......really.............

will i retained at sec 3 ? or will i barely make it to sec 4 ?

thoughts of them destroyed my brain cells....soon the wind-

whipped deluge.....i come back inside...all i can do is hope.....

hoping a miracle will happen....this exam i am too careless...

sigh...it must not be this way...lets hope something for the best...

i need to calm myself down....... .... ....

2005-10-15T07:11:00.000-07:00

Exam quick come quick go

i really hate exam....for the past few papers i screwed all of it....it is really bad

perhaps most of the papers i will fail....maybe i am just too tired of it.....

sometimes when you do something for a long time, you will get sick of it.

sometimes you are wondering there gotta's more in life.....rather than...

doing the same old thing in your life...you wanted more in your life...that

you really wanted to do...i guess thats life.....sigh..how? how? all i wanted

is to get promoted to express sec 4.....this is it, 4 more papers to go and i am

free....but i am fear of the results....lets hope something for the best......

2005-10-02T07:20:00.000-07:00

Changing Lanes

today....its a fun day ...my friends come to my house and swim......he is there too.....
finally...he is talking to me.....somehow....although its not much but its ok
never knew things changes so fast......things can be so unpredictable........
i have fun today with my friends and you......thank you..... ..... ....i am glad that
you talk to me.....thank you... .... ....

2005-09-12T21:13:00.000-07:00

So Yesterday

today, school starts.....sigh...everyone look so exhausted...as usual...maybe they are still in the mood for holiday. Even myself, i am so tired too.....geez, i just couldn't believe it....school strats....so soon... today, juleen gave me a gift...which is very 'useful' . thank you juleen ! ..... anyway, i just feel like turning back time....i miss the holiday...and my mind is still in the holiday......i am still not in the mood for school......sigh its so yesterday.

2005-09-09T07:36:00.000-07:00

Ruined 'Amplified Hardworking'

geez, can you belive it? it is so fast..... school starting soon...oh....oh.... i am so panicked. Sigh i hate it, holidays times fly so fast..... if only i can freeze time !!! sigh...i don't want to go to school so fast..... at first, i thought i wanna study hard and work extra hard x4 so that i can 'win' someone ..... however.. the whole idea is ruined, maybe i have so many homework from each different subject..... i am sick of them or perhaps i have influences such as computer games.

hmmm...... but its alright...... i guess i have to break my bones and study as hard as no one ever did before when the time has come even more near.

2005-09-08T07:11:00.000-07:00

Sacrifice yourself for someone you like

will you sacrifice yourself for someone you like? i have asked a lot of people that whether are they willing to sacrifice themselves to someone they like. I do get the answer, some say yes and some say no. I wonder if you're reading this which one will you prefer?

Personally, i feel that i really will do anything, even it is to sacrifice myself .... to someone whom i like.....somehow thats what i think, although that person may not appriciate what you have done for him/her. Somehow i think it is very brave of that someone who is willing to sacrifice her/him for someone her/him like......even though that person may not like you...at....all.......

2005-09-06T06:35:00.000-07:00

Controlling infatuation

Maybe this is just a short-term infatuantion, maybe i am infatuated with you. However this feelings mustn't exist, because this is isn't right. i know it , we all know it. I must control this feelings, i hope we can be a good friend forever..... until eternity . I thank you ...... although i may not know you very well, although we never talk to each other before, although you may not know me that well too , although there's a lot of things that we do not know about each other...... but all i know that i always regard you as ----a friend ......a friend whom i will not forget in my life.

2005-09-05T06:24:00.000-07:00

Understanding Dreams (reader's digest)

by Diane Peters

The article focused on 5 most typical dreams which include being chased, sexual dreams, falling, school dreams, flying. Sometime our dreams may serve as an alarm that something might happen to us in the future. Reccuring dreams or nightmares might indicate a person has an unresolved issue or trauma in their past.

I think dreams can be interesting and exciting especially if it is sweet dreams of someone you like. It must be a facinating dreams , probably you be very hot and sweaty , but don't get to excited until ..... ..... ..... ( you know what i meant ).

2005-09-05T06:08:00.000-07:00

Look 10 Years Younger Without surgery (reader's digest)

by Jennifer Matlock

The article pointed out how we all want to defy aging, people are always looking for ways to look younger and to find the fountain of youth. Non-invasive age-erasing procedures are a $100-million-a year- industry. Examples of 5 sugery-free technique are Retinoids, Botox ( this one i like) , Skin Fillers, Thermage, Teeth-Whitening.

I think we , humans are obssesed with reversing the sign of aging because of the influences caused by the television shows such as 'nip/tuck' ( i also watched this series) and teachnology which promised anti-aging cure. Personally, i think everyone wants to look beautiful or handsome. Hence, if they have means to do so, i think its alright. But do beware of some side-effects which may caused you to look older when treatment is stopped.

2005-09-05T05:40:00.000-07:00

Saved By a Whisker (reader's digest)

by Patti Schroeder

The article is about the author family cat,Rudy who dived into the garbage disposal in the sink and was trapped in it. The author and her husband were panicky when they could not get him out after lubricating his head and neck with shampoo and cooking oil. Consultation with their plumber and their vet on the phone did not help either. Eventually, they had to sent him to the emergency vet and after using half a tube of K-Y jelly on his neck, Rudy was freed. The whole ordeal cause the author $1100 but they were happy that Rudy was fine.

It was a funny story and it showed how much the author and her husband loved Rudy despite the trouble he created. It was ironical that Rudy was adopted free of charge but his adventturous act make them poorer by $1100

2005-08-03T18:59:00.000-07:00

Insipid kind of life

Guess what? i am so tired and jaded these days...I wish there's gonna more to life rather
than doing the same old things again. I feel like i want to get out of school life and work.
I hope i get to be the boss and just sit down and the important part is that 'hot cash'
keep rolling into my pocket.That would be very nice eh?...yeah.. i think that would
be a dream come true. However, being a boss might not be a easy task though...........
However, i have decided ! i want to become a boss next time regardless how tough,
how difficult it is , i will still pursue my dreams. I hope times flies faster so i can move
on to the next stage of life rather than doing something that you don't really enjoy to
do.

2005-07-18T21:51:00.000-07:00

Other Side Of The World

What if you have a classmate whom never ever.....talk to you in reality?.........Sometime i am wondering why......he never talk to me in real life?...is it because he is shy? embarrssed? or he is afraid what people might think about us if he speak to me. We did chat in msn and sometimes we even play the same online game together. I know it sound awkward to have someone who talk to you in virtual but not in reality. However, i don't blame him for not talking to me in real life, i understand that .........yes... i do. But if one day ......if.......one fine day........if he talk to me, i will definately delighted........he is just like the other side of the world to me.....i will always remember you...as a friend....a friend who may not talk to me in real life but you are always be my friend.....a friend that i would never forget.

2005-07-11T22:12:00.000-07:00

Hello there !!i am Stefen here.....this is my second blog.....somehow.....hmm.....um....yeah...!If you have the time please visit my previous blog at www.xanga.com/apples_oil1. What is the happiness thing that happened in my life? ans: well....so far there's nothing yet...... 2.What is the most saddest thing that happened in my life? ans: When i got.......scolded by someone.....close to me 3.What is the most embarassed thing that happened in my life? ans:When i got my zip undone.......and everyone stared at me... 4.What is the most weird thing that happened in my life? ans:when i am playing computer at 'LAN' shop, there is this guy who gave me a smack at my head....until..now i wonder why did he did that to me. 5.What is the most funniest dream of your life? ans:There is once, i dreamt about this guy , and he was bathing.....well..yes...he was in nude....... 6.What is the most stunning moment of your life? ans: Um.....there is once i visit Las Vegas...um...i am so stunned.....i never knew such infrastructure do exsist. 7.When do i feel lucky? ans: when i am still....alive after that car accident. 8.What is the most irritating moments of your life? ans: I don't really like when people tell me what to do......especially WHEN MY FRIENDSLECTURING ME what to do..... 9. What is the most greatest things i did? ans: I am helping someone.....whom...he don't even know i am helping him.... 10.What is the stupidiest thing i ever did? ans: i smelt someone saliva that is landed on my hand.......

2005-07-11T22:10:00.000-07:00